Sunday, December 5, 2010

untitled...

Are you afraid of losing me?Are you afraid of goodbyes?
Yes i am.Im afraid of losing you.Im afraid of goodbyes...
Are you tired being with me?
No im not.I never feel tired being with you...

Baby,I love you.I really love you.More than i could ever express.There are things i did for you that you knew.And there are also things i did for you that you don't know.I can and im willing to do anything for you.I really do love you alot.Until i lost myself.Sometimes i don't even know what im saying,what am i suppose to do...
There are times when im unhappy,when im upset,when im angry.But whenever i have these feelings,my heart is also bleeding.So i rather not to be unhappy,upset or angry.If i must to feel these feelings,i will choose to forgive and forget.Because i love you more than anyone.More than myself.I wish i could make you feel happy every moment when you're being with me.I know its impossible.But i never stop trying.
Im trying to give you everything i can.Sometimes,i offended you.Sometimes i pissed you,make you unhappy,moody and maybe make you feel tired.
Im sorry...i dint meant it.Im really sorry.I hope you can forgive me and accept my apology.I just hope everything goes well with you.I don't want to be apart with you.I don't want to be strangers with you.I never want you to become just a memory.I don't want you to be a past.
I want you to be my future.Once again,im really sorry when i make you unhappy,moody and etc.Here,i beg for your forgiveness.

Hunnie...i love you so so much.